well

wasn't expecting that. and got my hopes up. and then died. not really cuz im typing this. but i just. whatever.

thus is life and now its time to move on.

I was just so excited to get a shot and take it. like. show everyone that i'm good. I know im good or I wouldnt be doing this. but this is the first time ive really really put my eggs in a basket before they hatched. or what ever. I feel like cursing. ive done a lot of that today. what a great way to start off my break.

not.

on the bright side, michael buble in a week. which i would gladly give up to do this play.

oh well. I get one day to be depressed. then move on. and one day is proabbly still too muh. ive been moping for the past two hours. live for NOW right. The title of this blog. dear self. get over it.